This post follows on from my earlier post on how my formal schooling got nuked, and I now describe how I managed to fix myself as a student.
There were very few jobs available when I left school for those without proper qualifications, especially for a person who did not interview well due to some manifestation of lasting shock from my school experiences. The prospect of being able to get back to where I needed to be educationally looked like an impossible feat. There was no minimum wage back then, and I was extremely nervous of dipping into my precious savings to pay for classes where there was no guarantee that I wasn’t going to get just as much obstructiveness from the lecturer and my colleagues in the class as I got from teachers and students at school.
Well, I had a library membership card, and I made use of it. I was interested in mind development even back then, and so I set about borrowing and reading every book in the psychology, self-development, and mind-body-spirit sections of our local public library.
Perhaps I was just being sensitive about the following because of my own experiences (or lack of them), but has anyone else noticed how so many so-called “inspirational” or self-development books start with the author’s “When I was at University” story?
I found myself being regaled with the story of how Evelyn Wood (of “Reading Dynamics” fame) was at university, and she was reading a book on the beach on a summer break, got annoyed, and threw the book onto the ground. While dusting off the sand from the book, she found her eyes could track the sweeping movement of her hand, and so an idea for a reading technique was germinated.
I found myself reading how Tony Buzan was impressed by a professor at his university who had memorized all the names and personal details of every student in the lecture hall before the start of term.
Later, when I discovered the Barbara Sher and her books for “scanners”, yet again I found myself reading a story about how she didn’t want to have to choose only a few classes at university, because so many of them looked fascinating.
I found myself thinking, “They don’t know how lucky they are to have been able to finish school properly and make it to university.” And, “How do I get to meet these sort of people when all anyone sees is a high school dropout?”
Well, I might not have a “When I was at University” story to tell, but I not only managed to fix myself as a student, but I learned how to hone my study abilities to the point where I was able to get straight distinctions, if not 100%s, and that is even before I started practising visual mnemonics. I found and enrolled on a study course that offered a structured and disciplined set of techniques to identify and handle study bugs as they came up, and so my quest to become an Olympic athlete of the mind started in earnest in the early 1990s.
I’m not going to pretend that the early part of my road to success was easy, because it wasn’t. The study skills course on which I had enrolled was intended for people who were already on the route to training in a specific technology, and it was full of both technical and organizational terms which I had never encountered before, and it made constant references to a certain type of organization in which I had never worked and had no personal reality.
Added to that, there was the baggage of years of being bullied by kids, underestimated by teachers and futzed with by senior department heads, which would rear its ugly head constantly, to my embarrassment, and I would get hugely upset. I was intimidated by the course supervisor who, I felt, didn’t suffer fools gladly. And my family were alarmed that I was taking classes at an organization that they thought was some bizarre New Age thing.
However, having come this far, there was no way I was going to back down. I kept coming to class, chipping away at the materials, which I could study at my own pace, and I came to learn that the course supervisor Chris actually had a heart of gold and was totally supportive of what I was trying to do.
I noticed my productivity start to soar. My already quite considerable vocabulary (from all that solitary reading) skyrocketed. My confidence increased week on week. I realised that I had been wrong in thinking that I wasn’t that smart, or that there was something wrong with my memory – actually, quite the opposite. I’d just never been challenged in a way that allowed my native abilities to connect up to the driving wheels.
After taking a couple of other courses, I decided I was going to train to be a course supervisor too, and I started helping Chris out in the course room.
Then when the opportunity came up for people to attend an elite training program in the US to train to a very high level in running the courses and learning all the technical skills for debugging any kind of study difficulty that students in the course room might be encountering, my name was at the top of the list.
Here is an article I wrote explaining about this study methodology. (This article was published in IQ Nexus magazine in March 2010.)
I have continued to self-educate and hone my own skills, as well as look into other techniques and technologies for enhancing the study and learning experience for myself and others.
You could do some courses at http://www.coursera.org. They are free and require no particular formal educational background.
Thanks for the recommendation. Suggestions as to free courses are always welcome, and I may start compiling some kind of directory of them. It’s something to think about anyway.
The most pressing issue for me however is not more sources of information, but how to connect with the right people and the right organizations who will be prepared to do something with the knowledge I have already acquired. Rotely and robotically demanding qualifications and prior experience is not helpful to the autodidact.
Hi, “7 Sigma”!
I enjoyed reading your post since it reminds me of the problems I face daily.
Thank You,
Anonymous
P.S.: Does joining “the group” contribute to a higher state of well-being? I took this out for a test-run, and I am constantly in a state of cognitive dissonance. Perhaps you will realize that your potential will be dampened by your involvement in such groups. They have had years to acquire an understanding of technical topics, where for you; knowledge is substituted for the most part by high intelligence. This, in turn, should create a void between you and the society you wish to merge with.
Hi Landon, I know what you mean about “cognitive dissonance”. I argue with myself on a daily basis about the pros and cons of working within the establishment and seeking formal recognition for various things. My contact at the UK Open University (a Psychology professor) probably arrived at a similar conclusion when he said I would probably be frustrated in a formal research setting.
In reality, it’s probably entirely academic (pun intended). Unless someone in some organization is prepared to offer me some way to get a foot in the door with no more than I have right now in terms of credentials, then it won’t happen. I could study with the OU or some other part-time or correspondence course curriculum, but I would be 50 by the time I graduated and in my mid-50s by the time I got a higher degree. Who would be interested by that age?
It is increasingly looking like the easiest way out of this is to start my own business, but on what money? I’m already paying off large debts, I look after my unwell bf, and I don’t even have a place of my own to operate from – I kind of flit between bf’s flat and my relatives. As you can imagine, that makes my appetite for risk practically zero.
As a first step toward escaping boring routine work, I had hoped for an opening that was, to put it bluntly, a little more g-loaded than office admin. The perception (of colleagues, bosses and my relatives) is that if I am good at my job, then I must be in the “right” job and have found my vocation. It doesn’t enter my family’s heads that because I have used my abilities to learn all the skills connected with office support, perhaps I could use them to learn something more interesting if I had the right financial support. Bosses think that because their admin gets done, there is no need to listen when I say I have other skills and interests that may benefit the company. I know colleagues and the HR manager have viewed my LinkedIn profile with all the society badges and various articles, but no one has asked about these. I suppose I’m just the geek in the corner. Can you say Dunning-Kruger effect?
My anonymity is pointless, but that is of no real concern to me. . .
I suppose I’m just the geek in the corner. Can you say Dunning-Kruger effect?
Just know that you are not alone in this. The corner is non-differentiable, but it nevertheless expresses a uniqueness without want for direct comparison.
Translation: I have silently and informally exercised my formal recognition of your skills and talents.
P.S.: The Dunning-Kruger Effect line had me angry all day.
P.P.S.: I noticed at your LinkedIn Profile that you have interest in smart nutrition. How do you respond to Noopept; assuming you have taken it? Does it have positive influence on your appreciation for music? If so, has it created any shifts in your curiosity toward crossing various musical genres of prior enthusiasm with unfamiliar musical genres of similar shades?
I have silently and informally exercised my formal recognition of your skills and talents.
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P.S.: The Dunning-Kruger Effect line had me angry all day.
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P.P.S.: I noticed at your LinkedIn Profile that you have interest in smart nutrition. How do you respond to Noopept; assuming you have taken it? Does it have positive influence on your appreciation for music? If so, has it created any shifts in your curiosity toward crossing various musical genres of prior enthusiasm with unfamiliar musical genres of similar shades?
I haven’t tried Noopept. My “smart nutrition” regime is much simpler than that and doesn’t include nootropics. I follow a very basic, almost “caveman”-like diet and other than that don’t swallow anything stronger than food supplements. Since my original reply on this topic was getting quite lengthy, rather than put it in a comment where it will just get buried, I think I’ll refine it into a post in itself. Stay tuned.
I will stay tuned. Thank you so much!
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